Enraged

Have you ever woken up after a particularly shitty night and thought, "Great, now I have to get up and do things today." When I opened my eyes this morning it was pouring rain, thundering like hell, and that is exactly what I thought. Just perfect. Somehow appropriate.

I am so pissed off and hurt that I can't even explain why. I'll just say that I feel like I am being made a fool of, I feel like I'm being played, and there is absolutely nothing I can do to stop it. I just have to sit here and get jerked around. Which fucking sucks.

And now I get to go to work. Fantastic. Hope this day is not going to be as shitty for everyone as mine promises to be.